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Learning to walk set you free. Learning to dance gives you the greatest freedom of all: to express with your whole self the person you are.
-Melissa Hayden

Monday, October 23, 2017

Curiosity and the Cat

I'm sick.
Health wise.... I can't sleep and have to be up in less than four hours.  I went to the doctor today and got a shot and two antibiotic meds along with allergy meds.  Other than that I feel like almost nothing in my life has changed.  I still work at my high school and the drama remains.  I live day to day and still feel like a jumble of emotions all the time.  The only changes in my life are my family: My king and my princess.   My rock and my life force.  I swear I have never loved anything or anyone like I love Jaycie.  She brings joy, energy, playfulness, and smiles into my life.  I'm such a serious person about 95 percent of the time and she just brings me back from the darkness and cold when I need it.  I know I can't rely on her so I have been reading a lot lately.  I find I have an addictive personality to a certain extent... I will watch a show all the way through ... which btw a couple of my favorite shows have ended :( Pretty Little Liars and Vampire Diaries.  I recently watched all seasons of Game of Thrones and after that moved to books.  I have read a three part series of The Selection, The Couple Next Door, and See Me ... while all 5 books were interesting in their own way I find that most were predictable and one was just downright written badly .. to the point that I didn't want to read her latest book that came out in August I believe.   Don't get me wrong, I could never write a book and would never presume I knew more about writing style than the author..  I guess it just wasn't my cup of tea.  I have a couple of others in my que ready to go and I am looking forward to those.

Feeling nostalgic and wanted to write to help clear my mind ..  missed it



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