the musings and views of a life that is ambiguous and hazy but worth living :)
Learning to walk set you free. Learning to dance gives you the greatest freedom of all: to express with your whole self the person you are.
-Melissa Hayden

Thursday, November 14, 2019

Dance

i wish i kept up with this more.  I ended up putting Jaycie in dance.  I think the closer I become to graduation (this is my second year) the more I end up wanting to dance.  I took a balletfit class over the summer.. and Joe (my co-worker) asked me to dance a piece in his show.  It was awesome.  This will be Jaycie's first year performing in the nutcracker.  Her pictures came out adorable.  I stopped reading books since I started the program for Library Science (ironically) and then this semester I have a class called Literature for Children and Young adults.  I read 3 books a week and review them.  I never thought I would be able to read three a week.  It has definitely been a struggle but it has been so fun and I am learning so much.  In my other class I also have an awful partner that I have to work with.  She runs hot and cold and can be so rude but I guess I am getting experience with that kind of person.  It will only make me stronger.. right?  I'll try to update this more.  I love going back and reading stuff.



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Books Books Books

Ok, so my current obsession is books.  It's been an obsession for a while now and I most recently applied for my masters in Library Science.  I want to become a librarian.  I figure I can't teach dance forever and how else can I make a living by screwing the things I love most into the ground?  Ok, so the last one was a little of a joke.... but not really.  I actually told my mom that if I never see another dance competition in my life I would be happy.  I haven't even put Jaycie in Dance.  I am so tired and so burnt out by 13 years of dance teaching.  I am actually dreading this upcoming year because it will be the 10 year reunion for the Silver Stars.  We should do something big but all I want to do is quit.  Seriously.  So to distract myself for a while I set a goal of 3 books a month.  I've read where some people read 50 in a year or even over 365 in a year.... I guess you can say I'm starting out small.  3 a month sounds good.  So far I am almost on track with the exception of one book.   "Carry On"  by Rainbow Rowell took so long to read partially because it was so slow to start.  I love the Harry Potter books and this one felt like a "knock-off" so it took me forever to read.  I started a new one called "The Hate u Give"  by Angie Thomas.  It was recommended by our librarian.

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