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-Melissa Hayden

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Bad Morning

I know there are a lot of people out there that have it so much harder than I, but this is just a little recap of my "bad morning"

I have been going to sleep pretty early.  I guess I have been sleeping pretty deep considering I didn't hear the 4 texts around 11 last night.  I'm one of those people that checks out fb and email before getting out of bed.  Well I open the texts and I am appalled by what a loved one has written.  I get mad, hurt, sad, offended all at the same time.  First, because I still feel like I am in high school... sending text messages instead of communicating like adults.  Second, because of the context and Third, because I'm pregnant and all these hormones are making me feel things that I don't really know how to deal with. 

Instead of ranting about what was discussed, I want to use this post to analyze how I dealt with it. 

Being the emotional person I am, wrote a text out of anger.  None of it was malicious but brutally honest.  As soon as I finished I read both messages out loud to my husband.  Not getting the reaction I wanted, I called my dad.  Yes, I am a "daddy's girl" and if anyone gives good advice it's him.  By that time, I was in tears.  I have never been one of those girls that could come up with a smart comeback off the top of my head and my emotions make things way worse, so it took my dad a while to figure out what I was saying.  He advised not to send the text, and to keep the peace in the family.  I know, that by just calling him, that that's what I was going to do anyway, but I guess I still needed to hear it.  I didn't respond, but I am also not going to call either.  I am going to try to be the bigger person.  Yes, I'm ranting here but I truly believe that this is a healthy outlet.  My husband was really supportive when I got off the phone.  My only wish is that he would have talked it over with me so that I didn't have to run to my dad. 

That was just part 1

Instead of letting everything get to me, I decide to get ready for school and leave for work earlier so that I could stop and get breakfast.  There is a new McDonald's on the way to work and I have been craving a sausage biscuit combo with juice.  I take off with more time that I needed.  I order and am on my way.  I start eating the hash brown on the way to work because when I get there I won't have time to eat because I have morning duty.  As I get to the sausage biscuit, I notice its a lot lighter than it should be.  I open it up to find...... NOTHING.  It's empty and it is nothing but a biscuit.  Not even jelly or honey to go with it.  I look at the receipt to make sure I ordered correctly and yes it says sausage biscuit.  I decide to call and complain.  (keep in mind, I'm already upset) The phone just rings and rings.  I decide to call the "comment line"  on the top of the receipt and I end up speaking to a very friendly Chevrolet dealership secretary.  She says she has been getting so many calls because of this mistake.  So much for trying to complain.  I am determined to get a hold of someone from that McDonald's even if I have to go in and talk to the manager and complain because of the number on the receipts.  You don't mess with a pregnant woman's breakfast after she has had a shitty morning. 

Here is a picture of the receipt.   

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